Deepest sympathy for your loss Danny. Your life will never be the same, but life will go on. In this time of grieving, do not make rash decisions. Losing your car may add to your grief. I know a thing or two about the emptiness and hopelessness you face. You may want to look into a chapter 11 filing. First, get some counseling. Emotional, as well as financial. You are not in this alone because your "brothers " , here, will go through this with you out of our close relationship and the bonding this site fosters. Add you to my prayers buddy. Reach out to your friends on here for support in this time and sorrow. You'll find many will stand in the gap and help get you through this season of sadness.